Torn Without You...

Who am I?
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Douglas Tseng..Male..28/10/91..Ghim Moh Secondary..Catholic..Bowler..Fat..Single

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Loose memories
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

ello ello.

life pretty good so far...no troubles with teachers or frens...family or church...so there is not much to post about is there...
Parents are leaving tomorrow for Portland, Los Angles , San Fransico and Las Vegas. Dad gave me a load of money for my personal expense. They will be gone for around a week or so..
Therefore...I GET THE HOUSE TO MYSELF!!! YAY!! o well...Had speech day today and ended late..well late enuff to nearly miss tution.Mom bought me two pairs of Sergio Tachinni shorts to use for PE in school. I hate the other ones..they stick to my legs and then i cannot run...
That just sucks..
Anyway. Got nth much to do tomorrow afternoon..ANYONE WANT TO GO OUT!?!?! hai..didn't think so. Got this Spliting headache cause of the idiots upstiars jumping around like fools and irritating the fuck out of me...anyway..promise to post tomorrow..or not...
see ya


Monday, July 11, 2005

See,i told you i was not up to date with my blog. O well,who cares????
Alot of crazy stuff has been happening thoughout the week.

Friday: ok...today was the first day of competition..singles...so i won't really give a fuck about my team mates.Did not do well at all,had an ending score of 165, 182, 187 , 205. after that went to play in the arcade before heading back to school. came home and...err...o ya...did nothing. no seriously...i did nothing at all. Then Luke came over at night and played XBox and Played a little bit of music with me.

Saturday:Woke up and forgot what day it was. Stayed in bed for probably half an hour before getting out. Watch bit of television and took medicine for my sore throat.Bad idea. Ended up feeling drowsy the whole morning and i could not even pay attention during tution. Came home at around 3 and slept till 6. Woke up and had dinner in my grandfather's house. Was my aunty's birthday.

Sunday: Woke up on time to get ready and go to church. After that went for Cat. Ash got quite worked up and (This section will not be posted) . Then came back and got ready to go for lunch in Jason's house. After lunch rushed back home to get ready for soccer. Went to play against Ryan's friends team. played half way and it started RAINING!!!ARRGGG!!! o well, not my fault.
Came back showered, ate , watched the race and slept.

Before reading monday's post, please be aware that i was very upset and content may be in many ways agressive against other people. Sorry for this inconvinence.

MONDAY(TODAY): DAMMIT!!! woke up to go to school.then went for comp half way during science class. Cleaned up equipment and got ready.Called uncle leonard to come down but he was caught up with some stuff in his shop.I cant blame him.he has a business to run anyway. today was Doubles and my partner was Ian. BAD BAD IDEA!!! Ian came out bowling shit that i could have taken from a cow. he was bowling 50s. not bragging but although he was bowling bad at least he could have tried to listen. He came up to me saying shit like " the lane is too dry for my ball " or like " Where is uncle leonard?? i thought i asked him to come". He kept on pushing the blame on other people. For those of you who do not know about bowling, when it is dry or wet, i am talking about the oil, so that the ball will skid and turn into the pins. Today,the lanes were dry i can agree with that. But it is possible to manipulate it. Ian just tried to hide behind it. I managed to manipulate it so that i could strike..and i came out with 200++.so...what is so bad. But there were worst comments given by him and my thoughts of it. these are a few.

1."Douglas don't try to tell me what to do. It is not as if you are the best bowler in the school"
-Well first,i may not be the best, but at least i am better than you and secondly, maybe if you listened to all of my advice..you may have bowled better.
2."Douglas, stop sitting there like an idiot and think of a way to help me get better scores"
-This comment really ticked me off. Firstly, i am not your coach and i have told you everything i knew what to do in your case and you keep on asking me for help. The school coach is there and you are asking me for help.Secondly, i also am bowling. it is not only you.i need to keep calm and relaxed.i am also thinking of way for ME to improve my scores.
3." Petrick! use that ball not your first ball..it will work better for you!"
-This comment is real bullshit. I know how petrick bowls and i know about bowling. Ian was forcing Petrick to use a ball that was not suitable for the pin line up that was there. Therefore actually giving Petrick a disadvantage.

Before moving to the fourth and final comment, I would like to say that this is the comment that i found most offensive.This final comment did not insult me but it insulted the person who has thought me all i know now. It is because of this person that i am able to score as much as i do now.

4."I cannot trust uncle leonard already. He is already 2 hours late and he said he will be here at 1.30.I give up on him already la"
-This as i said was the worst comment given today.He is not trusting a coach that has thought him for 3 months just because he cannot make it for one day. He already said he will try his best to make it..but he was caught up with his business in his shop.Who the fuck is you to not trust someone because he did not manage to turn up for one competition.He has a business and a family to take care of and you say 'oh..you did not come..so i dont trust you anymore" You are acting like a K2 kid. believe me.




Ok guys..it is about time for me to go but before i leave i want to thank all of you for reading this post..will post alot more in the coming days...See you all soon!!


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

ya i noe, i noe...i am not so up to date with my blog...anyway, different stuff have been going on throughout the week.
Monday: Went to watch Initial D in the morning with Merrill, Athena and eliot. Wore my new lamborgini shirt and realized that it attracted alot of attention to the people around me. well, had lunch at yoshinoya and then Athena left for her class gathering. walked around and the went to Orange Julius to get a couple of drinks.walked back to lido where merrill was picked up by his mom. so I called my mom to take me and eliot back to my house. played and watch Blade Trinity.then he left and i had to go for tution.
Tuesday:Nothing much happened but had training in the afternoon cause tornament is on friday..
Today:I am shitting in my pants now. Did not go for my fitness club thing cause i had gastric pains in my stomach that came and left as it pleased. but i could not find the teacher and i asked jia liang to tell her for me...Thanks Jia Liang!!......then came back and tried to sleep it off. do not want to post what had happened after that..

Anyway i got my comp this friday and hope to get into the Masters. Tomorrow i am going to get my bowling balls cleaned, polished and sanded if needed before my tornament on friday
.anyway. i need to go...see ya all soon!!


Sunday, July 03, 2005

Hello everybody
Lifes back to normal for me,well kinda. School started, Work started and a grand aunty is missing in my life. hai, got caught in school for long hair and so i shaved off my back and sides leaving the front long. Yesterday was the Youth Mass and i came to church with fin hair...for those who do not know what fin hair is...look at david beckham....well..was not allowed to serve...so did greetings...it was like i was intimidating or something cause so few people passed through my door...o well..the dance was great with music ranging from our time of hip hop and rap, to Old school music(Retro) like in the eighties. Had loads of fun especially when i had to clear the way so that my we could have a circle for people to show off. My bro started it off by break dancing. When he was done, everybody kept on asking for me...and started like cheering me to go.So i did what i did. Did extreamly fast leg movements before dropping onto a one handed cartwheel going in a circle and drop and spin on my back and ending of like cleopatra(spell it anyway you want i dont give a damn).next the Thio brothers came up and started like doing commando push-ups. Again bro went on but now together with Mark V. Did like a break dance battle and ended of with me doing a something similar to what i did before just that now spining much more.whole party ended at ten and then had Athena, Marissa and Luke come over for ice-cream and TV. After all of them left, went to wash my hair and went to sleep. Today had a great time. Went to Cat in the morning and then went to my grandparents house for lunch.after that, Nick, Dad and me went to this DreamCar Asia motorshow where the cars of my dreams were...seriously...cars like the lamborgini murceliago and diablo where there. but the cars that really really caught my attention were the cars, Mclaren F1 and the Mercedez CLK-GTR. The Mclaren F1 being the fastest production car in the world and the Mercedez CLK-GTR for being the most complex and expensive car in the world.Finally went to buy a Lamborgini shirt before leaving.Have been planning for a movie tomorrow..Inital D...going with quite a few people...o well..thats it for this post...See you guys soon!!!


Wednesday, June 22, 2005

IN LOVING MEMORY OF E PO SENG CHUAN


Today was not a day of happiness for me...woke up in the morning and went to mom's room, terrible news was awaiting me.My grand aunty had just passed away this morning.These are the times where I realize how unforgiving life is.One moment you are there, living a life which you never thought you would, with hope and dreams,the next, you are back where you came from, with god. No body can explain what i feel right now...outside i look happy and cheerful as usual...but inside it is like a missing piece in your heart.People feel that death is sad and a time of sorrow, I do agree with that but we still have to look into our hearts and know that he or she is in the hands of god, where it is where he or she has always wanted to be. E po Seng Chuan was not like any of my other grand aunties or uncles. She had a heart as big as the earth and spirit as strong as god. Humour would always fill the room when she was around. When i heard the news, memories from the past came rushing to me like lighting. Remembering how she used to come up to me offering food and candies and telling my mom just to allow it this once. I may not have seen her often but i can tell that she has a good heart. The wake was really a time for me to reflect on how life works. E Po Seng Chuan was one example. Being a disciple of god and believing in what she knew was believed by people. I refused to see the body of her. Any other person would come up to me and say "Doug, why don't you come and see your grand aunty, this is not respectful of you..."But i think my parents knew where i was going. I did not wish to see the body not because of something that i myself believe in. To me, the body is just one of the few things that we have in life. It does not mean that when someone is dead, her soul dies as well.That is wrong.The soul is something that god gave for us to choose what we want in life. The body may be dead but the soul will remain alive forever. I will keep you guys updated about the rest of my days soon. Thanks to all of you for reading this message and please pray for her.

In the world you came as a grain of dust, and away you shall go as dust.


Monday, June 20, 2005

This blog has just been republished and remade.....by me of course....looks a little gay...BUT I AM NOT!!!Just to make sure ya'll know.I cant remember what happened for the last 6 months so i will just post things that have happend today.

Had science tution in the morning , skipped lunch and went for training with uncle leonard.Had to coach the little kids again which was tiring for me after saying 1! 2! 3! 4! SLIDE! for over 50 times.Then when training was over, played 3 more games with Jaris and then went into the shop. The Mr.Adam Choo came into the shop and started talking to uncle leonard.After nearly 15 minutes then they were done. Then uncle leonard said that i should go into uncle adams training now instead of his.It is his way of saying "You are senior". Ya rite,i think i will die soon.After that had maths tution and was tired like hell.This is already the last week and i HOPE it is going to be a long week.Dad has been saying he wants a new car and keeps on talking about it.But i dont think he is goin to.And being fathers day yesterday, i wanted to get him a gift but he was overseas, sadly.Hell.Got church camp in..err..lets see 8..9....O yes..3 Days. Hope lotsa people will come so that i dont feel bored.Hey!! the longest post ever..then i better stop..ok...will post probably everyday if possible ok...see ya!!


Thursday, January 27, 2005

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